Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Sunday, October 7, 2012

More Disney pics...

Disney 2012

Thanks to my mom and dad for taking our family to Disney World!! The kids had a magical time and we sooo enjoyed watching them!! Here are some pics of about 500 that I took...

Blessings....

So most of you probably know by now that we lost 2 more babies a few weeks ago. I went to the Dr. for some weird symptoms and learned that I was pregnant but the pregnancy was no longer progressing. After a series of tests they decided they needed to do surgery to figure out what was going on. A simple surgery turned more complicated as the Dr.s did not find a baby in my uterus. After more surgery, they found 2 babies in one of my fallopian tubes. These sweet babies were already in Heaven before I even learned of their existence. Although I wish they had been healthy and would have become part of our family, God was faithful to once again walk with me through this trial. I have been comforted many times by Isaiah 43 - When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Isreal, your Savior.God does not ever promise in His Word that I will have it easy in this life but He does promise to walk with me when it isn't! My hope is in a God that does not change even when our circumstances do. A God that is good, even when our circumstances don't feel that way. And this is why I can rejoice even in trial. Am I sad? Of course! I feel the loss of life and the sadness of that loss but even in that pain I will rejoice. I thought of this song many times when all of this happened and I love the line that says..."What if my greatest dissappointments or the aching of this life is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy?" If you read this (I don't think many do) But if you read this and there is anything in you that feels like you don't have this hope or that you can't rejoice through suffering...I would plead with you to consider the cross. It is by God's grace that I am not angry but thankful! And without the cross changing my life, I would be a bitter, angry woman. You can hear the song on the link below.

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