Saturday, March 28, 2009

The future of America

James White, founder of Alpha and Omega Ministries, and a well known apologist, evangelist, and theologian, paints a dark picture of what lies ahead for Christians in what is becoming more and more a post-Christian America.

We need men and women who will rise up and speak the truth, no matter what the costs. We need men and women who will share the gospel, and are willing to take it to the ends of the earth.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Divine Appointment at Citgo

I attend a bible study on Monday night each week in Raleigh. Each Monday, before I go to bible study, I will stop at the Citgo on the corner of Newton and Falls of Neuse, to get a drink and something to eat. Also, though, I stop there to talk to the clerk behind the counter. Over the last year or so, I have begun handing gospel tracts to every clerk behind the counter that I meet, whether it be at the gas station, Target, Chic-fil-A, etc.

So, after stopping for several consecutive Mondays at this same store, I began to develop a relationship with this clerk. His name is Sangaya, and he is from Kenya. Each week I have given him a new gospel tract or made it a point to ask him about the tracts that I had given him and what his thoughts were. He would always smile and say that he was reading them and was believing what he was reading. (You have to understand that I have about 30-45 seconds to speak to him each time, due to other customers waiting in line) Through our conversations I gathered that he is not a christian and has a limited understanding of the gospel. It is always my prayer that God would use the tracts to plant a seed of the gospel in his heart and that God would grant him the ability to repent and place his faith in Christ. The $1,000,000 bill tract is my favorite to use. People usually love these. Well, I believe the last two Mondays God has answered my prayer!


Two Mondays ago, I walked into the Citgo and he smiled and said hello. I asked him about the tract from the previous week and he said that he had read it. He then asked me if I knew of anywhere that he could get a bible! I was stunned! God has obviously been working in this gentleman's heart, and he is desiring to learn more about God and His word. I told him that I would be happy to bring him a bible next week. He was very excited about that. So, the next day, Kim and I went and purchased him a new study bible from Lifeway, and the following Monday, I presented it to him. He was very gracious and seemed very touched by the gift. He made several comments about the bible and how it was "perfect." God is so good.


I am planning on asking him this upcoming Monday if he would like to get a cup of coffee sometime or grab lunch. I want to talk with him more in depth about the gospel and show him how to use his bible properly. Pray that I will be bold in my witness for Christ and that the Holy Spirit will cause him to want to get together.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

At the Y with Willie




Since September I have been working at the Y in Wakefield as a lifeguard. Kim and I initially decided that I would work there for the sole purpose of making more money. However, the Y has proven to be quite the mission field. Since working at the Y, the Lord has presented me with countless opportunities to share the gospel. I am so thankful to God for my job at the Y and for the ministry that He has given me there.


Since I have been working at the Y, I have been specifically praying for an opportunity to share the gospel with the head of the maintenance department, Willie. Week after week, morning after morning, I would pray that God would give me a divine appointment with this older gentlemen. Well, our God answers prayer!


On Friday morning, God blessed me with the opportunity to speak to Willie. By chance (ha!), a row of lights on the pool deck went out early that morning. Thus, Willie needed to come into the pool area to fix the lights. As soon as he came in, my heart started pounding and I thought, "Ok Lord. This is the appointment. I'm going to talk to him." So, we chatted for 10 or 15 minutes about the lights and other maintenance type stuff. Then I asked him what he was up to this weekend. He said that he had to work all weekend, even on Sunday. So, I asked him if he ever got an opportunity to go to church. (This is a great question to open up a spiritual conversation....what are they doing that weekend; do they go to church?) He said that he would go on the rare occasion, but due to work and life in general that he was unable to find the time. Willie went on to say that he still maintained his faith and knew that in the end, his good works would outweigh his bad and that he would go to heaven. Through our conversation, I found out that Willie had recently been in a terrible car accident where his car was completely totaled. Willie walked away without a scratch though. I told him about how God had spared his life and that I knew that it wasn't an accident that he and I were talking. I told him about how Proverbs 27:1 tells us not to boast about tomorrow, for we do not know what a day will hold. From here we were able to transition into talks about heaven and hell, and how none of us are "good" enough to get into heaven. I told him about God's law and how each of us have broken His laws, and if God is a good Judge, He must punish us for our lawbreaking.


It was at this point that Willie's expression changed. Willie had been trusting in his own goodness to save him for so long, and the fact that his goodness was not good enough, seemed to shock him. He began to realize that he was a sinner, and worthy of hell. He said that it alarmed him that if he were to die that he would go to hell. There is something truly amazing about seeing the Holy Spirit at work in the convicting of a man's heart of his sin. Then, I said, "Willie, do you know what God did for you so that you wouldn't have to go to hell?" He said, "What?" He didn't have a clue. It was then that I was able to tell him about Jesus, and His amazing love; how He came to this earth, lived a perfect life in thought, word and deed, and then willingly went to the cross and died a horrible and painful death, taking our penalty of sin upon Himself. He then rose from the dead 3 days later and validated who He said He was. I was able to tell Willie that through repentance of sins and trust in Christ alone that God would grant him everlasting life, would wipe away every sin he'd ever committed, and would take away his heart of stone and give him a heart of flesh with new desires to serve Him.


Willie seemed very thankful for our talk. He seemed like he was interested in attending Providence Baptist with me in the future and learning more about the gospel. God never ceases to amaze me at how good He is and how He is in the business of changing lives.

Sunday, March 15, 2009


This is a sweet song...

You're a little piece of heaven,You're a golden ray of light
And I wish I could protect you from the worries of this life
But if there's one thing I could tell you it's no matter what you do
Hold to Jesus, He's holding onto you


The world will try to tell you that might is more than right
And beauty's on the outside and being good's a losing fight
But remember what I've told you'cause the world will make you choose
Hold to Jesus, He's holding on to you

Hold on to Jesus,
and cling to his love
rest deep in his mercy, whenever things get rough
and don't lose sight of his goodness
and don't ever doubt this truth,
that when you hold on to Jesus He's holdin onto you.

Hear me dear Jesus, rock this little one to sleep
Keep her close when she's scared
And give her grace when she is weak
I know she'll stumble
But I know she'll make it through if you hold on to her just like you said you'd do
hold her jesus so she'll hold on tight to you

Saturday, March 14, 2009

This is our precious neice Makenzie Jane with her mama Mel. Does she have Angelina Jolie lips or what?

Peyton's BathTime!!




Peyton got a bath in Grandma's sink.

Trip to Maryland











I took the girls to MD this past weekend to visit some family and friends that haven't met Peyton yet. We had a great time getting to see everyone. Here are some pics from the playground.

Sweet Girls!

Halie loves her new baby sister Peyton!!

The clock's ticking...Go share your faith!